Something in life is better left unsaid...
Something in life is better left unknown...
Somehow... In the far corner of this broken heart...
Wanting to know why and more of why questions...
Rather than what actually causes it and how it happens soo fast that made this broken heart to breathe...
What this broken heart wants to know is...
Why of all times do I have to feel this way?
Why of a sudden do I FUCKING HELL MISS HIM AGAIN?!
After one year of an effort I managed to forget about HIM!
Why is it still haunting me... NOW! AGAIN!
Hell yeah... People might say... Move on...
I have... I DID! A YEAR! Oops... One and a half year... To be EXACT!
I've MOVED on...
But now? I don't know... Why do I have to miss him!...
Someone told me to forgive and forget...
Move on..
Open up your heart to other people...
You are too TOUGH inside Fifah...
You are too HARD inside Fifah...
Why is it hard for girls to trust guys?!
HELL! YES!
I forgave him...
HELL! NO!
I will NEVER forget the bitter-sweet experience!
YES!
I tried to... So many a times that I don't think I'm worth anybody's love!
I am tough and I am hard inside...
HARD YOU MAY SAY! BECAUSE...
I'm HURT once and that's ENOUGH for me...
Come to think of being hurt..
It's not ONCE ...
Though you are done and over with the relationship...
You are being HURT ALL the TIME!
It hurts a lot!
Even if you feel like you are over it...
Somehow when you are alone...
Somehow when you suddenly feel down...
You will DEFINITELY think back of the
past...
STOP looking down on yourself!
That's what people told me...
I can't...
I don't have the confidence...
Others might see me as the CONFIDENT WISE OLD NENEK!
But to tell you the truth... I am NOT!
I told everyone who is not confident of themselves to be confident!
I'm contradicting myself RIGHT?!
I know that...
What a bullshit thing to say to people...
When I myself is not worth of the word...
CONFIDENT!!
TEARS been rolling down my cheeks...
LATELY!
I just can't stop it...
DON'T THINK OF YOUR PAST!
You'll say...
But how to?
I can and definitely do that...
OF COURSE...
But when I'm all alone again...
I WILL THINK BACK OF THE PAST!!
WELL..
What's left to say?
Move on and just move on...
